scriptures of a wandering soul

these are my emotions. this is me.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

chaos

i had 30 mins of sleep last thursday night. i spent the night in mcdonalds to review for an exam on structural. i did quite well, for the review. i really felt awesome that morning.

i said to myself, nothing is gonna ruin my day.

i spoke too soon.

around 4:45, i left the fastfood to get a jeep to my dormitory. it opens around 5:00 but it's a 20 min ride from where i was.

the jeep waited for other passengers, (i was the first)

and this was my first test

i had to wait an hour. that means i got to the dormitory, around 6:05. my exam starts at 7:00. and i have no sleep. i took a nap for 30 mins then i rushed to my exam.

the exam was second

the first part was pretty easy but the second test was bullshit. it was not hard but i was just too careless. i got the wrong reaction so all of my answers are wrong. that was why i was blaming myself.

then i went to the shopping center with a very close friend. we had to print and photocopy the sigsheet i made for the org. it was due decades ago.

then the third test.

God must be really testing the one thing i really, really lack. patience. another waiting test and another hour.

i went to the dorm with my friend to pick up somethings for an event that night. it's a pageant for straight guys- as girls. don't worry i was not a contender. as i went to the dorm, i had to pass by a friends room. he was the one who planned what our contestants are gonna wear.

the fourth chaotic event.

he told me he has to go home in bulacan. though he promised that he'd be back by five, i was not sure what will gonna happen with their clothes. he told me what to do but because i have no sense in those kind of things, i did not understand.

i went to our tambayan and saw a good number of our members. i can't tell them what to do so we sent an sms to my friend who was supposedly going to bulacan. he told them what to do. and based on the short instructions, we tried working. a great thing happened because my friend suddenly sent an sms saying he wont be going home hurray!

so every body was busy and all until the pageant came. it was fun.

we went home around 11:00 pm and that was the fifth and last.

and yes, it was a test of patience. we had to wait for a jeep.

as i went to sleep, i thought about it, well, i still felt god for that day.

i told you, nothing is gonna ruin my day.