sick of you

Drnk antibiotc
myb amoxicilin or
cefalexin tke it 3x a day. Dnt
drnk cold wtr no
sweets. Rest rest.

im sick. got a fever running and i dont know what to do...
this was one of my futile attempts to get her attention. well, i wasn't expecting anything anyway. i was on the brink of collapsing because of my burning temperature when i sent the message. i guess i just did it because somehow, i feel better that she knows im dying. well i may not be dying but i really felt like one. although i never knew how it felt.

after sending my sos signal, i fell asleep.

after a few hours, i woke up. my phone's blinking. yes i got a message. i forgot i sent her a message. i wasn't expecting to see her name on my phone.

i suddenly felt better. better than ever.

and that was her message.

i smiled. she would've killed me when she finds out. during my sick days, i ate chocolates and drank cold water. i dont think she knows that im that kind of guy. but somehow, i wish she knew. that would be nice.

then i got better. physically.

since i got that message, i had been thinking about her. it would have been better to just stay sick than be healthy. i dont like this feeling.

i hate missing somebody.
i hate the feeling of loneliness because i cant see her.
i hate it.

i hate being sick of you.